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chay1
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kinda lost rn (vent warning)
Grief & Loss / by chay1
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 June 6th, 2024
...See more i honestly never thought it would get so bad that i’d have to come back to this app after like 4 years but it’s genuinely getting unbearable, i lost my grandad on my dads side in november 2022, he had been in hospital for a while and we saw it coming so i had time to prepare, then i lost my grandad on my mums side which was not at all expected, he was neglected at the hospital and had died from complications after breaking his femur falling from the hospital bed, this was a shock to me and i had a few months to try and recover but then i lost one of my childhood best friends suddenly in february 2023, she was stabbed and i had never felt more pain than that, i had another few months to try and process everything and then my grandma on my mums side died in november 2023 a few days before my birthday, this was sudden and since then i’ve been feeling sort of numb, a few days ago i found out that my grandma on my dads side (the only grandparent i have left) has been diagnosed with breast cancer, i don’t want to be pessimistic but all i’m thinking is “here we go again” i’m worried and i don’t know if i can handle losing anyone else, i was super close with every one of my grandparents but i was the closest with the only one i have left and she has cancer now and i don’t even know what to do with myself, i’ve been picking up extra shifts at work and putting my head down in my studies but i think i’ve made it worse by doing that, i kind of need some advice
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