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...See more my sister's weed was laced with fentanyl last monday and i'm not taking it well. her funeral is next friday and her mom asked if i wanted to speak, i do but idek know where to start. she had so much to live for, so much planned for her life. she would've turned 21 this december. i've dealt with loss in my life but not like this one. if theres any support groups or anything that you guys could recommend that would be great. i'm not great at really accepting help and let my sadness consume me sometimes, most of the time actually, and i know she wouldn't want this for me. i haven't gotten out of bed since it's happened besides to go to work. i'm a photographer and im so backed up on photos because i just don't have any motivation to do it. i just miss her. she was one of the only people in my life i didnt have to constantly worry about because i knew she was safe. i was supposed to see her the night before, she was gonna meet up with me and my parents to see the fireworks on the river. she never made it to the river that night and i got a text from her stepdad the next day. she had been struggling with her mental health for awhile but she had just told me a few weeks ago that when i told her suicide is selfish, it stuck with her. she was actively still fighting to be here and someone took that from her. idek where to start the healing process of this, i wouldn't with this on my worst enemy.

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