Hi i am Kat been fully crossdressing for a good 20 years, now when ever i get the chance basically now cant stop thinking about taking it further and starting transition: However still pretty much fully closeted due to work, starting to take its toll now, showing signs of depresion and social withdrawal, dont know if this is due to gender identity or possible mild PTSD as i am a veteren of both Iraq and Afghanistan as well as serving in Policing around the world. i have seen the best and worst that people can do do to each other. i find myself now faced with a choice, to live a comfortable but segregated life i know to be a lie or attempt to muster the courage to live the life i trully want to. A discision i have to make not knowing how friends or family will react. i seek advice from those who have had the true bravery to come out XXx