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cmhern135
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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by cmhern135
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 July 31st, 2019
...See more Been struggling with my alcoholism for 3 years and I cant seem to ever get it together. Everytime I drink I become incredibly irresponsible, every single time I drink I break my lover's heart and in turn it breaks mine. So now I've found myself in the most crowded of prisons existing with all my demons and not seeing any escape out for me. I'm crippled, I've abused my self, i am alone, but I still walk and hope I can go sober for longer than my last streak. I've become my worst nightmare and I have to accept it. I know I have to but this is just so terribly difficult. I have faith I can move forward but at the same time I don't, I really hope I can.
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