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coah2020
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Life after miscarriage
Grief & Loss / by coah2020
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 July 12th, 2025
...See more This is a constant reminder of how I fought all the battles alone. Imagine—I wasn’t even the only one who put myself in this situation, yet I was the one left alone to face everything. From having a baby to losing a baby… and losing myself at the same time. God knows how hard I prayed for Him to help me put myself back together. I went through things a person could never even imagine— The pain, the sleepless nights, the betrayal, the humility. How lucky I am to have survived and still be alive at this moment in my life. I pray to God that I may one day find a partner who will never leave me when things fall apart. When I couldn’t even think straight after everything I went through— The trauma, both physical and mental— I faced it all alone. A deep betrayal made me feel like I was the enemy in the relationship, Like I wasn’t allowed to feel hurt or be offended by his actions. Yet all the pain and blame were thrown back at me, Just because I was hurt by his reaction. I still remember the days I was shattered into pieces, Hurting myself physically so I wouldn’t have to feel the pain emotionally. The sleepless nights, the hormones, the sudden shifts in my emotions— Sometimes, I couldn’t even understand myself or what I was feeling. God, please help me remove myself from this pain, And make me a better version of myself— Not the broken one I’ve become.
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