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How do I get this anxiety to stop
Anxiety Support / by collegestudent102
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September 5th, 2016
...See more my gf broke up with me as soon as the summer started so I went into a bit of a depression. towards the end of the summer my really good friend wanted to go down to his beach house and smoke some weed. I've never done it before and I figured "why not? whats the worst that can happen" We smoked the night we got down there and I didnt' feel a thing because it was my first time. We woke up the next day and I held each hit in for about 10 seconds ( I took about 6-7 hits from a 1 hitter). EVerything was fine until it actually hit me. I freaked out because I was so high. I couldn't see straight and I was spinning like crazy. He had me lay down and I fell asleep. I felt the affects of the weed a day later but it was no big deal. I got over it. Then college hit and I was really drunk one night and my roommate convinced me to smoke pot. By convinced I mean he straight up peer pressured me into it. I was never against weed, I just had a bad experience and didn't want to try it again. After I smoked, everything was fine until it hit me again. I got super high and was spinning for 6 hours straight. it was legit awful. I figured i'd get over it just like I got over it the first time. I wasn't feeling right for a couple days. I tried to tough it out but my roommate was still smoking in the room. Then he started smoking dabs in the room and I thought I got a contact high. I went straight home and tried to sleep it off. after I tried to sleep it off, I had a dream that I was crazy high again. It lasted for about 5 minutes. It was one of the scariest things I ever experienced. Now ever since then I've been trying to deal with panic attacks or sensations that I am high again and I just want this to stop
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