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compassionateCoconut3261
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April 10th
...See more I'm 23 years old my career is caregiving its all i know i did it for about 2 and half years and i stopped talking to my whole family i only talk to my mom and sisters i have a boyfriend that is 27 yrs old and we been dating for 1 year and 1 month i wanted to talk about dreams i been having they scare me. its a different person each time the first person was a guy named Oliver it was one of the guys i was taking care of i got fired a couple of months ago and the second person was my nana who i stopped speaking to cause she did something unbelievable and i do miss her sometimes but i know it was best for myself to end that relationship. i feel alone and misunderstood and getting fired BROKE MY SPIRIT. I'm just still sad cause i was good to the boss and the residents so i guess you can say i struggle with it everyday also cause i always see caregivers on my TIKT0K & i have friends that are caregivers and i guess it just hurts my soul when i see or hear it and for my family i don't really think about them and when i do its anger towards them all i just miss my nana a little but my anger for her is bigger. me and her were like best friends a least that's what she said to me she chose her son over me and let him lock me out the house & would not let me get my things and let him steal my boyfriends ps5 i got a new caregiver job but they have not started me due to me not having a dl or car insurance so i struggle with that everyday i have my mom on my a** cause the house is always a mess there are 5 adults in the house one teenager i clean here and there but for the most part all i can do lately is lay down or sleep my mother does not believe in mental health i been trying to go for hikes and go to church which she make fun of and i just try to stay active something that also helps me is worship music it makes me feel something in my heart i don't know what it is about the music but i love it i like the atmosphere of going to church and seeing all the people feel the same thing i do i think its beautiful and i been listening ever since i was 14 i fell in love with worship music the first church i went to where i heard good worship music was a church called celebration church i started going there after a close friend died of cancer that is also something i struggle with every single day.
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