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conscientiousStrawberries5785
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Poetry ramblings
Journals & Diaries / by conscientiousStrawberries5785
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 November 12th, 2019
...See more I'm not good at exactly saying how I feel. So most of the time I use poetry because it just.. Speaks better than I do. Let me know if it resonates with any of you, too. I would also love to read any poetry you've got! This emptiness and lack of emotion It makes me feel like I'm walking poison Like in every step I'm pulling everyone deeper Farther into my own pit of dispair Where I swore only I would suffer there Like this tornado of nothingness can stop me As if these waves of almost thought could sooth me My friend my dearest downer I would do anything to make the voices quieter To make my own self louder To see what I really have to offer Yet these chains are welded shut My brain is the chackles, my heart the cuff I scream as I may but it's never enough One depression has you, she never lets up And now youre stuck The bedsheets are an ocean to escape from The shower is the beach you never reach on time Forget the worries Forget anything Think about nothing but how bad it seems your getting But play the facade, its all a dance With a little grace they'll never give you a second glance You'll parade around as if nothing has gone wrong Even though your demons are surviving through your skeleton Making the motions, making you seem alive When honestly? Ive never been more dead inside
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