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convivialCoconut8033
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Relationship Stress / by convivialCoconut8033
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 July 19th, 2017
...See more Things have been rocky lately and my relationship of 3yrs is now about at an end. Previously to this one, I was in a 10yr relationship with the father of my kids. Life was very different with him and there was emotional, physical, sexual and verbal abuse going on daily. I came out damaged. Towards the end of breaking free, this new man came into my life and help me cut ties completely. I never had much time to heal and today carry a lot of baggage, I was a completely broken woman. At first this new man was very caring and seemed to understand my pain and insecurities but in all things, that faded. Idk if it's from the infidelity or the many rapes that occurred over the years.. but certain things I cannot tolerate. He knows this yet I've caught him sneaking around doing things that have me feeling betrayed. He tries to tell me it's no big deal, it's something all guys do and if I can't deal with it have fun being alone. It hurts to know he's constantly lusting after other women.. I have kept my heart and my eyes true to him, why couldn't he just do the same? I feel like I have now reverted back to my old ways and can no longer be touched by him in that way. When I cut ties with my kids father I left everything behind to start new. Now that has me in a situation I cannot get out of. I cannot afford to leave, I recently lost my dl and if I lose this job I will owe them 1000's. Tonight he has left, he won't tell me where. Yes, I feel very alone and almost desperate..
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