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convivialKiwi962
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Self-Harm Recovery / by convivialKiwi962
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 November 19th, 2019
...See more I feel a strong impulse to either hit myself hard or bash my head on somewhere hard (like a wall or a kitchen top) every other day these days and I dont know what to do or how to stop. Its always every other day I do this because I always regret doing it the day after (usually with a splitting headache or a slight bump or bruise). It originally started when I was about 14 or 15 and it didnt come back for a few years, but now its back and its worse than it was. Back then. I only did it when I had made a terrible mistake, but now I do it even if I havent done anything wrong. My own voice tells me that Im just a worthless piece of shit, and when I cant take it anymore I hurt myself. I thought I should reach out for help, but its quite difficult to tell someone that is close, which brought me here.
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