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I Know What To Do But Why Can't I DO IT!
35 & Over Community / by cooliofool
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 May 27th, 2023
...See more Hello everyone, I'm 47. My situation is not the best right now. I'm a recovering compulsive gambler. I currently back with my mother at her house since I was evicted due to being irresponsible with my money. Now, I sit in my room, in the house I grew up in, hating life. I do work and have a pretty decent job, but lately, I haven't cared. I'm backlogged on work and I just don't have the energy to care anymore. I know I have to change. I buy books about it that I don't read. I watch YouTube videos about confidence and procrastination and everything and I still feel like a loser. Maybe I am. I'm 47 years old, living at home again. Honestly, I don't know why I came to this site. I'm just tired of being tired. Half of my life is almost over and I really have nothing to show for it. That scares me. I don't know if anyone will read this, but I wish I knew why I can't change. It hurts so much to know I haven't when I could.
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