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...See more First of all. Hi! I'm very new to everything. All I know is that I don't know who I am anymore. I feel like both genders at the same time. Like one gender can be dominant in minute and than the other in another minute but overall I feel both. It started when I felt attracted to a girl and checked her profile just to find out she was lesbian so then my first reaction was to see myself as a girl being with her. Since then I just have this other side of me that is a female like even my moves, feelings, mannerisms while also being a male too. When I look at a girl now that I feel attracted to I feel attracted as a girl and a guy too at the same time. It might sound weird but I can distinctly tell that it's different. Still as days go by whenever I look at a girl I feel my girls side being more attracted to girls so my guy side can be mildly interested in a girl and then my girl side can be madly attracted to that same girl. My girl side just feels more emotional and deeper attraction than my guy side. In everyday life it can me more mixed and maybe one is more dominant than the other. Overall when I'm alone and at night and when watching girls like on tik.tok I am most definitely my girl side. When it's day and others are around it can be a mix but overall more my guy side. Even my sexuality moves too! My guy side is bi while my girl side is lesbian. My girl side wants to be with a girl as a girl really bad but then my guy side comes out and feels fine as is. It all feels like much I don't really know who I am anymore. Feels like a roller coaster everyday.

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