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creativeBeechwood6655
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts105 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceJanuary 19, 2025
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Lost in life
Depression Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 June 3rd
...See more I'm currently in some place in life that I don't know. I mostly feel so lonely, I have no friends no one to talk to and it has been always like that, I've always wanted to have friends but it never happened. people always choose to cut ties with me even though I try to keep them. Now after finishing university I feel so alone more than ever, I have a really bad job that I really want to change. And I've met a guy that I really like talking to but he is so moody with me he only speaks to me when there is no one else. I really like speaking with him, but it hurts me so much that it will not last. I really feel so much pain of that fact. I don't know why I like him that much. I wish it could stop cause it hurts. Unfortunately, it also make me feel that I don't want to apply to other jobs cause I want him to be in my life even though I know he doesn't care.
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Lost as usual
Autism Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 April 2nd
...See more I'm simply so tired of existing I have no friends not good at anything no one likes or needs me i can't do any thing good expet of being a bargain to other. I hate myself I feel like others are so lucky that they are not me. Sometimes I wonder what feels like if someone needs or like me.
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Nothing
Anxiety Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 August 2nd, 2025
...See more It’s been quite a while since I finished college, but I never really made any friends. There was never anyone to talk to—not even someone to say hi. I was always alone. I truly wanted to have friends, especially since I didn’t have any real ones back in school either. Now I’ve got a job in other country, and it just makes me feel even sadder. I don’t have anyone my age here who speaks my language. I don’t even know why I want to stay. I don’t know why I still have hope. Sometimes I just wish there was someone I could talk to—someone I could tell about my day, and who would tell me about theirs. But there hasn’t been anyone like that… and maybe there never will be. I wake up every day with these thoughts on my mind. I feel so sad. I keep wishing I was a different person. I’m tired of therapists telling me “it’s okay,” tired of ChatGPT saying “it’s normal,” and tired of people thinking I’m just being dramatic or stupid. I know there are a lot of people who would probably be happy to be in my position—but I’m not one of them. And please don’t tell me to go make online friends. They’re not the same. They don’t feel real.
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I dont know what to name it
Depression Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 July 29th, 2025
...See more I’ve always wanted to have friends, but unfortunately, I keep messing things up. I end up showing people how desperate I am for their attention, and then they take advantage of that I feel so alone. I’ve tried so many times to enjoy my own company, to be okay with just myself… but it’s hard. I don’t even want to talk to anyone anymore, yet I still find myself trying. What hurts the most is not having a single real friend. I keep thinking back to my school days, wishing I had made friends then. Maybe if I had, they would’ve stayed. And please dont tell me to go find friends only. Or there is still time. Cause all of this doent work.
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I feel so lost
Work & Career / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 July 10th, 2025
...See more I got an offer for a job abroad. I dont want to go. I dont want to feel lonely. But were im i have not even a single friend. I feel so lost. I dont know what should i do.
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My brother hits me so hard and he distracted my action figures collection
Depression Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 February 19th, 2025
...See more I'm not okay. No one wants to do any thing for me. Every one keep telling me it's my fault. I can't deal with it. I want my revenge, thinking about it makes so angry and there is nothing I can do. We live with a single mom and she did nothing about it and she keep getting him stuff he want. I feel so angry when I talk to her knowing that she did nothing to him. I'm tired of keep telling her to stop. She promised me she will get him out of house if he hit me the next time and he did and she did nothing. It's been a couple of months and I can't move on. I have no family but my mum and I can't forgive her I can't even look at her face.
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I don't know
Depression Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 February 9th, 2025
...See more I don't now where to start. I'm not okay. I have so many problems that I don't even know what to say. All that I can think of right now is how things would've been better. I'm not okay with who I am. I tried to change so many time but I just couldn't. I hate my self. I wish I wasn't me.
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Not okay
Depression Support / by creativeBeechwood6655
Last post
 February 1st, 2025
...See more My grades for this semester just came up and I failed a subject. This was supposed to be my last semester and know I will not graduate this semester. I feel not okay at all, I scaficed alot of things to graduate this term like not getting out of home to study (i gained 22 pounds ). Not doing any art or hopes , letterly not doing any thing to study and graduate and it didn't happen. I'm not feeling okay. Alot of my colleagues already get a job and I didn't even graduate cause I'm a semester behind. I'm tired of people telling me it's okay, it's not I hate my self for not being not good enough. And I don't know how to tell my family that I still didn't graduate. I don't want to deal with college stress any more. And I will stay a hole semester for a subject.
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