I dont know what to name it
I’ve always wanted to have friends, but unfortunately, I keep messing things up. I end up showing people how desperate I am for their attention, and then they take advantage of that
I feel so alone. I’ve tried so many times to enjoy my own company, to be okay with just myself… but it’s hard. I don’t even want to talk to anyone anymore, yet I still find myself trying. What hurts the most is not having a single real friend. I keep thinking back to my school days, wishing I had made friends then. Maybe if I had, they would’ve stayed.
And please dont tell me to go find friends only. Or there is still time. Cause all of this doent work.
@creativeBeechwood6655
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💕💜
I feel your pain.
No patronistion here.
No judgement.
Its hard, you can feel left out or like you don't know how to be you and people take you for granted, you want attention and the wrong people give it to you. You try to be happy alone but you crave more. It's ok to want more and to be honest and to want friends. For me, I try to not put too much pressure on myself and join a club or volunteer and let things evolve organically, you do deserve friendship 💕💜
@creativeBeechwood6655
You have us now <3
