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crimsonPark8658
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 August 27th, 2025
...See more Dear diary. It hurts me to accept that I have done bad things. All the time I see people moving forward with their lives, while I am stuck in my own misery. No one who knows me really knows how bad I am, and if they found out, they would surely abandon me. It's been 140 days thinking the same thing every day: how bad I am, and that if I don't move forward, it's because I'm paying the penalty for everything I did. I suppose that even suffering I am being selfish because I surely made those around me feel worse with my actions and attacks. I can't forgive myself, I can't live like this, it's impossible for me. I think about this every hour of the day and I don't even feel worthy of feeling peace.
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