Fault
Dear diary.
It hurts me to accept that I have done bad things. All the time I see people moving forward with their lives, while I am stuck in my own misery. No one who knows me really knows how bad I am, and if they found out, they would surely abandon me. It's been 140 days thinking the same thing every day: how bad I am, and that if I don't move forward, it's because I'm paying the penalty for everything I did. I suppose that even suffering I am being selfish because I surely made those around me feel worse with my actions and attacks. I can't forgive myself, I can't live like this, it's impossible for me. I think about this every hour of the day and I don't even feel worthy of feeling peace.
@crimsonPark8658
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It must be so exhausting and time consuming to feel like that.
We are all human.
We all make mistakes!
Its about learning from them.
Remaining stuck, keeps you stuck.
If you change nothing, then nothing changes!
You cannot change the past but you can decide today, what kind of person do I wish to be?
What kind of impact do I wish to make?
What is my legacy to be?
Its never too late!
You might not be able to forgive, but you can heal!
Wishing you the best!
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