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I don't do things for fun. I have no fun. I don't like reading.















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normalcy
Poetry / by cyanessence
Last post
 Tuesday
...See more "Arya, be normal!", they demanded. Be like clay to mould, then let the harsh rays of Helios weather until nothing but rubble remains. Could curl under the covers of book after book ๐Ÿ“–, seek shade from parchment ๐Ÿ“œ, gleam over letters ๐Ÿ“„ that glisten in the flickering moonlight ๐ŸŒ”... Maybe toil for coin ๐Ÿช™, barter for favour, tend a crop into a field to savour... But when the ravens that fly don't seem to land where the money ๐Ÿ’ฐ falls, nor near the rampant ramblings of bustling crowds that share in tainted goods... Wonder whether there'd be more to see, shifting as a fog around dwellings of stained-glass and marbled wood ๐Ÿชต. To perceive what is claimed to be normalcy may, indeed, grant perception to be the glimmering the normal strain to reach. Quiet as a fallen feather ๐Ÿชถ, ย dim as fading candle ๐Ÿ•ฏ, ย  tough to ignite ๐Ÿ”ฅ the straw ย ย  that broke home's mantle ย ย ย  without burning the houses ๐Ÿ˜
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body homed, houses
Reading & Writing / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 31st
...See more Some measure their worth by IQ. Some, EQ. But, are such things measures of worth? Can worth even be measured? Is it worthwhile to measure worth? And, what comes from measuring or comparing worth? The wise may think it wise to never measure wisdom, never gauge or count intellect. Is it wise to litter for a crow Does the crow tell the magpie when to swoop Litter for littering crow from bag of bread could provide bag for hand When emotion is lost, what drives intellect? When those that cannot or will not communicate, cannot or will not do or quote an IQ test, is their intellect diminished? To be confined within a box, where all properties and characteristics of the walls, floor, and ceiling are known, the air breathed could be forgotten; count the rocks in a cave long enough and you may have counted rocks that led to a chamber with no atmosphere. Without wit, could there be creativity? Sand from a beach can depict image on bitumen in townโ€“the cost of pen, paper, brush, paint, pencil, chalk, charcoal... it can limit those burdened by the expense of survival. And, without wit, could there be humour? We do not grade senses of humour in schools, yet we laugh, guffaw, and cheer with our comedians, comedians that may act, speak, and/or portray whilst struggling with conditions such as dyslexia and PTSD; humour helps in that it enlightens softlyโ€“to relate joyously can be reparative. The cunning could never speak, yet bestow their community with gifts contributed anonymously; something never lost, mysteriously found, can confound so much so, it causes a kind of kind metamorphosis. Can the agile outpace those that dwell in intellectual pursuits? Can agility outspeed those that climb cliffs seeking wisdom? A rock thrown never strikes the agile; water thrown can be deflected by those quick with an umbrella. Further, the agile need not move fast to foster a landslide. Neanderthals would have had senses of morality, like birds that mourn those lost too soon, like felines that accompany the lost and/or fading, like the hound that flees upon sighting a hissing kitten. Did they have dexterity? How could they not? To craft a tool with no tools surely is a dexterous actโ€“to thread a needle may be difficult, but to craft either with only hands would have been a handful of handy work. Can someone outsmart intellect? Intelligence may make a vehicle, but the smart may walk the alleyways, finding all sorts of sorts while giving the gym a run for its money. Can a scoundrel outmanoeuvre the agile, the dexterous, the cunning? Such wit can be disarming... to tamper with a weapon may make the wieldy falter, no matter their speed, precision, and skill. When we measure worth, by things such as money, we lose sight of inherent worth. Nature may bring flora and fauna into the world, but without conscientious nurture, nature can become mortar and pestle. Energy provided by sugar alone can erode the walls that home the body that build the walls for the home and the body deserves to be homed *body homed, houses*
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photo diary
Journals & Diaries / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 31st
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stone path
Poetry / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 23rd
...See more How sneak up on stone Make stone path sneak up on stone Does stone path? No direction, no intention yet path leads somewhere
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bami
Poetry / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 23rd
...See more to have vietnamese food so wonderfully prepared steeped in history shapes heart flavours develop as temperature changes hot food, that warms with aroma art in a dish would thaw my frozen tears even when cooled even when chilled by Winter winds *bami*
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*๐Ÿซ, ๐ŸŒถ, ๐Ÿง„, ๐Ÿ’ง, ๐Ÿฅฅ*
Reading & Writing / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 16th
...See more pull tab to open can push tab to open further some dark chocolate ๐Ÿซ chilli ๐ŸŒถ, garlic ๐Ÿง„ flakes boiled ๐Ÿ”ฅ water ๐Ÿ’ง ...โŒš, โณ, โŒ› coconut ๐Ÿฅฅ milk ๐Ÿฅ› ๐Ÿ‘, ๐Ÿค” ๐Ÿ‘Ž, ๐Ÿค” [nice, unsure] ๐Ÿ’ญ @Tinywhisper11
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serial lain
Poetry / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 16th
...See more *serial lain* How make smoke go further Walk through - Would a bird thief steal a heart? Saw a crow litter so littered for crow Crumbs from bag on ground Paid for littered stolen with heart - Does cameraphone take photograph? Camera take photograph Are pictures worth words? Are words valuable? Worthwhile? Silence can be golden Does gold have price? Does camera steal? - Forgive and forget ...sure Lest we forget what was fought for Mass destruction destroys the masses Air holds, remembers, tainting the fields that feed
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singing sands, sung by breath, breathe easy
Poetry / by cyanessence
Last post
 July 10th
...See more why, Phฤrฤoh, why build such a thing Pyramid in desert ๐Ÿœ monument to singing ๐ŸŽถ sun โ˜€๏ธ none but you can hear ๐Ÿ‘‚? the desert winds ๐Ÿ’จ blow Phฤrฤoh spoke ๐ŸŒฌ she said, if such winds are anything like breath ๐ŸŒฌ winds will one day shout terrible gusts๐ŸŒช winds of winding, twisting death โ˜  notice, as we speak our volumes waver, dip, rise, peak our breath is not wasted our breath reverberates, breathes vibration beneath our feet๐Ÿฉด Phฤrฤoh wanted not tomb but temple sanctuary, to weather weathering storm in halls, in corridors desert winds blew alarms, instruments of wood ๐Ÿชต would sound dire warning โš ๏ธ in house ๐Ÿ  of stone๐Ÿ—ฟ Phฤrฤoh would rest ๐Ÿ˜ด ๐Ÿ˜ช ๐Ÿ˜” ๐Ÿ˜ž respite from spiteful sun โ˜€๏ธ rooms cool enough to house desserts ๐Ÿจ ๐Ÿฅง ๐Ÿฆ ๐Ÿก ๐Ÿง in a desert home ๐Ÿก seemingly fit for none Phฤrฤoh was a Queen๐Ÿ‘ธ for good reason her sensing of subtlety saved many from screaming ๐Ÿ˜ฑ from breathing winds๐ŸŒช of screeching death ๐Ÿ’€ breath can breathe life breath can breathe ground from underneath feet
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