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dapperOcean34
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Feeing low
Depression Support / by dapperOcean34
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 April 13th, 2025
...See more I feel so low and undesired. I feel so hopeless. Nothing ever changed. That uneasy feeling that I feel all the time I’d like a needle in my eye constantly. Idk when I became so miserable. I feel like no one wants me. Every time I see a girl I think there is no way she would want me. My stupid brown eyes and skinny figure. I hate this. I just want to change.
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I have no grasp of myself or reality
Depression Support / by dapperOcean34
Last post
 March 18th, 2025
...See more i really feel like I have no idea who I am or what I feel. I call myself a Christian but I spend hours going on rageful fits on how much I hate God. Some days I’m convinced he’s a sadist or he has no actual idea of how to help humanity. I feel like he is doing a terrible job of governing the universe. And other days I love him and want to obey his word. My emotions range so much from complete depression to happiness to rage. Some days I don’t even know if I’m actually depressed. I feel so lost and confused all the time. I’m so lonely and no one around me even knows how terrible my mind state has become. I lie to everyone around me and act like a happy person but when I’m alone I can be so miserable. These constant fluctuations in my life have made me lose a grip on myself.
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