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darkbluekittenfur
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I like to draw. I'm not sure why I'm here. I don't know if I'll talk much. I just know I'm not generally happy right now. If you wanna see my art, I have some posted on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/akageotohadraws

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Eating Disorder Support / by darkbluekittenfur
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 July 13th, 2017
...See more So, I've been having some problems lately that I think sound like an eating disorder problem. I haven't been diagnosed, but I wanted to consolt other people to make sure they thought it was an issue worth contacting a professional about. I've been really feeling like shit about myself lately.... I've been feeling like starving myself to lose weight, even though I know that's not okay. I know al ong time ago I was diagnosed with depression, and Iv'e not been taking any medicine for a while, and I've been doing fine lately, but for some reason about 3 days ago I've just been starting to feel worse. People tell me I'm pretty, and I know they aren't lying, but I don't agree with them, you know?? It's just like.... I'm already underweight, but I'm afraid to be gaining weight like I am. I was [edited by Anomalia to remove weight specifics] lbs at the start of last year and now I'm [edited] lbs..... For some reason it is absolutely terrifying me to be gaining weight. I'm 5'5'' and 21 years old and a female, I just kinda thought that'd help you put this into perspective a bit better. I'm basically here to see if you think I should consider gettnig professional help, or I don't know. Because I don't wanna go to another hospital, but if people think it's necessary then I might not have any other choice. I've never really considered myself anorexic. It never crossed my mind, because I do eat. I've never had a big appetite, though, but lately I've been eating more and it honestly just scares me to death. I know I probably sound stupid, and I'm really freakin' nervous to post this thread. I'm really worried and I'm probably going to delete this thread soon because that's how terrified I am. My stomach is turning and I'm really reconsidering even posting it, but I have all this written down now, so why should I go back now, huh?? I just want to know if I should contact profesisonals. I feel like I might have to, but I want other people's opinions because I really don't want to. I have seen what some hospitals do to bulemic and anorexic people when they're in there.
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