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decisiveGrapefruit4686
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts35 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2024 Member sinceOctober 15, 2023
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I'm done waiting for my dad to love me
General Support / by decisiveGrapefruit4686
Last post
 October 20th, 2023
...See more I'm so done waiting my dad to love me. He will never fully love me. He only ever points out the negative, all the mistakes I make, and everything I do wrong. When I do something right, or work to accomplish something, it's never acknowledged. He never tells me he's proud of me. I generally feel nervous, tense, and on edge around my parents. I used to think I had an anxiety disorder but once I move out and become independent I'm sure most of my "anxiety" symptoms will resolve. I rarely feel anxious or stressed when I'm at work or school, but on the way home my stomach churns sometimes. I'm done waiting. I am just gonna try not to care. Not always possible given that it has tangible effects on my life beyond just my emotional state.
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Peacekeeper
Poetry / by decisiveGrapefruit4686
Last post
 December 11th, 2023
...See more I would rip out my own heart And give it to you If it would make you happy I'm so so sorry For all the things you said to me
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