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decisiveRaspberries4531
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What was I thinking?
Relationship Stress / by decisiveRaspberries4531
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 November 21st, 2019
...See more I havent heard from my ex since October 28th. He was finally opening back up to me! And what do I do? Get drunk on nov 4th and nov 18th and said some really disrespectful things. I did the same thing last year. It's like a self sabotage cycle. Idk why I even try when I know I'm a wreck. I lost a good man drinking poison that clouded my vision and turned me into a monster. I know i ruined any chance of reconciliation. And I'll never forgive myself. Why would I say hurtful things bc he wasnt moving as fast as I'd like? Bc he didn't want to see me? Who would!! I was doing so well. Then I get sad and pick up a bottle. Wtf is wrong with me!!
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