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depressedboyskelly
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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts18 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2022 Member sinceNovember 13, 2022
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Sick of being alone
Friendship Support / by depressedboyskelly
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 November 18th, 2022
...See more I’ve never had a proper friendship, not like ones you see in books, films, tv or even in real life. I watch people do things with their friends such as go out, make funny *** videos together, I get jealous over it all the time. i made two friends online which turned out to be a big mistake. The first one tried to control me, the second lied to me about everything for 2 months and then blocked me. i feel like there’s something wrong with me, maybe something others can see and I can’t. I’ve tried to change myself to become a better person. Looks, weight, even some of the things I like but it never helps. i just feel so lonely all the time. It doesn’t help that I’m also chronically ill and disabled so I don’t get out at all. i just want some friends. I’m starting to feel like I deserve to have no one. Maybe because I done bad things when I was younger. i don’t know. I just don’t know how much more I can take with this.
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