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determinedNorth2172
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I am wasting away. I feel like I am about to die, but I don't want to. I wanna live, I wanna see the world but it seems like the world doesn't want me to be here any longer. I try and keep trying but everytime I try to get up, something will come that makes me kneel down again in pain. Please send help. Idk what to do anymore

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I feel so alone and lonely. What to do? 😭
Depression Support / by determinedNorth2172
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 September 7th, 2024
...See more I don't know what I am supposed to do to have friends even if it's only 1 person. I feel so Isolated and withdrawn and Idk if it's my fault for being that way. I just wanted to be surrounded by good caring people. I want a community, I want a close-knit community who loves each other and are there for each other. Why is it hard to meet nice and kind people nowadays? :( It makes me lose hope in humanity. I am battling Depression and Anxiety and I to be perfectly honest I feel inadequate as a Young adult. I'm in College, 22 yrs old . I didn't have the chance to develop social skills and survival skills so here I am, barely alive, barely making each day to survive. I feel so alone and lonely, I don't have friends anymore, every friendship I had before slip out from my palms and I don't even know the reason why. I don't exactly know what's wrong with me. I just want to feel adequate, happy, contented and alive, but even the most basic things are so hard for me to achieve, why is that? Why is the world so cruel? I feel like I don't belong to anything and anyone. I don't have social groups, I don't have anyone. The truth is, I feel very disconnected from my society and community. What should I do? I just want to live normally and peacefully. I am so tired of feeling this waves of sadness and hopelessness in me. I wish there's at least one person whom I can call my friend but unfortunately none. I am so tired of being strong,I just want to finally rest and be at peace with myself and my life. Anyone knows where to start looking for friends? W
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