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determinedPond7275
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Love, abuse, divorce, lonely
Relationship Stress / by determinedPond7275
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 August 2nd, 2021
...See more I am a 59 year old man. I have been married to my wife for almost 10 years. She is 10 years younger than me. Our relationship has been toxic from the beginning. Early on my wife became physically abusive to me. Slapping, punching, kicking and even spitting in my face. I have never been abusive to my wife however I have been to jail because of accusations. We have been split up 3 times in 10 years. Twice for 4 months and once for 11 months. During these break ups my wife has been unfaithful each and every time! Twice I have been forced out of the home. This last break up began in April. I left the home because my wife started to become mentally, emotionally and physically abusive to my 22 year old daughter! I have been isolated from my entire family and only have my daughter with me. My wife has the marital home and lots of family and friends and she has many men in her life! Well I am lonely now as she was my only contact! Again I am crushed because of the infidelity. I have been called every name you can think of, told I am stupid and I am completely unlovable! Believe it or not for reasons beyond me I beg her to let’s fix our marriage! There is something wrong with me! Now I am lonesome! I would like someone to talk with to share a meal with, watch a movie with, just anything! I guess I just need someone to talk to?
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