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diplomaticBirch9735
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Do I have Bipolar disorder?
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by diplomaticBirch9735
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 August 30th, 2025
...See more I am really bad in english. But I will try to express my feeling now. I am 20 years old girls ausbildung student. I noticed my difference in last few months. [http://months.At] At first I thought its because of academic pressure. But last weeks I have a vacation. At that time I don't have any kind of stress. But still felt same. Some times I feel very happy, overjoyed, uncontrollable happy and laugh without any reason. Sometimes I feel very sad, overwhelming, stress and crazy. I feel I am not okay, I am not worth and I am a burden for others. Most of the time leads this feelings.I lost some precious people from my life. In my vacation I didn't eat and sleep for 3 days. Somedays I feel I am so hungry and sleep. At that time I sleep 15 or 19 hrs. Sometimes I am a hyperactive and talkative person but sometimes I don't want to talk with other. Then now this pain is killing me my whole body against me. To avoid this pain, I need to change my focus on something else, So today I make scratces with small knife or pen in my body. So my whole body and mind focused on that small wound and pain. I know I am doing crazy, but I need to focus on ky studies. I am a dump student in my class. I am an Indian, but last one year I am in Germany. This language is so difficult for me. For this reason, I feel others in my school hates me. When my sir ask question in class. I know the answer, but I can't tell. I feel embarrasses, anxiety, fear and panic. I don't know why? Yesterday I had a same situation in my class.at [http://class.at] that time I felt there is a large burden on my chest, vomiting tendency, I started to breath so fast, my arm like ice and I feel I am gonna faint. Then I went to toilet and take my time. If I answer anything my voice are break and my hands are shivering. And I feel I am worthless and always sad. Why?... Then I decided to take an appointment for psychiatrist. There are really difficult to take an appointment here and I am afraid because are thay judging me. Can anyone reply me do I have Bipolar disorder or not?
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