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diplomaticWater4634
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I have only recently taken my emotional and mental health seriously. Typically I enjoy doing outdoor activities; riding horses, hiking, paddle boarding, as well as reading fantasy novels, ballroom dancing and being with my friends. I have hit a very low point though and am struggling to get back to doing some of these things. I recently moved so some of them are just financially out of reach. I have just started experimenting with yoga, and maybe a kickboxing class to keep my body and my mind busy while I decide on my next move. I'm struggling now, but I have hope that I will make it past this, whatever it is, and I will come out stronger than ever.

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Its like 2 years meant nothing to him
Relationship Stress / by diplomaticWater4634
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 January 7th, 2022
...See more He just made me break up with him. Its like ripping my own heart out. We've been in a long distance relationship and he said (more than once) that we've got this, we're gonna make it. But then when I asked to take a step forward (like a visit for Christmas or something. Othing dramatic) suddenly he disappears and tries to pretend i never asked. Then he suddenly doesn't know what he wants and "doesn't fit the mold of a boyfriend" like we haven't been together for the last 2 years. I felt like something was off, but I chalked it up to his work year being extended. I saw it coming a long time ago, but it seemed like something he was leaving behind. Im so angry, and sad, and just heartbroken. How can the person who causes this much pain be the only one that can comfort you? I dont even know if he cares what he's done. I love him, I think he loves me? but I need more than what he's willing to give
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