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discreetPineapple75
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Intrusive Thoughts
Anxiety Support / by discreetPineapple75
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 December 22nd, 2021
...See more This is going to be a weird topic for me to discuss but I really want some advice about this. Very recently I've been worrying about being attracted to my grandpa and now I'm having horrible thoughts about harming my grandma that seem to stick and won't go away. And the past few days I have been feeling extreme anxiety and depression because I kept getting thoughts about being transgender which was triggered by watching a tv show but now those thoughts haven't been bothering me as much as the ones about my grandparents. Both seemed to come out of nowhere. I'm not sure if it's OCD or if I have a condition I don't know about but I want to start talking to a therapist but I'm scared that they'll report me for telling them this. I'm just really confused about why I've been having all these thoughts within the past couple of days and it's been really hard to concentrate and sleep and I feel more anxious than usual.
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Fear of Death
Anxiety Support / by discreetPineapple75
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 February 10th, 2022
...See more Ever since I was young I always felt extreme anxiety whenever thinking about dying which I always felt was weird considering I was too young to be worrying about stuff like that. In my teenage years and now in my 20's I always looked up symptoms on Google which caused me even more stress and anxiety to the point where I would have a panic attack because I was constantly worried that I would get cancer or some other illness that would cause death. Some days I fear going to sleep because I'm afraid I'm not gonna wake up again which causes me to have temporary insomnia. I don't know why I worry about such things when I'm still young and I know death is natural but I can't help but feel scared of it. Thinking about getting older makes me feel depressed and makes me wish that I was a kid again.
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