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doshabutt1
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by doshabutt1
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 July 13th, 2025
...See more I was diagnosed 8 years ago... right before I had my second bad ectopic pregnancy... ive had 5 now and had to have my tubes removed life's been a roller coaster that I've just been getting by on.. but rn im drowning the worst I ever have... I havent been showing up the way I used to in my relationship... I been triggered by everything and all things baby related anytime its around... and it isnt like a mad I get jealous in a gross way... but I just recently had another surgery due to really bad cramping thought I had endometriosis... the drs found nothing... so im healing and on bed rest... so with that being said im stuck here thinking.. then over thinking... to the point of I havent been able to eat or sleep in 3 days now... how my body's failed me... how the drs cant find nothing so I feel failed there.. I been extra needy craving physically being held by my sig other. But because I was emotionally unavailable for him now he has been to me... which isnt helping how I feel already...
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