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easyWater6743
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Idk how to cope
Grief & Loss / by easyWater6743
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 March 5th, 2024
...See more See I lost my mom like 3 years ago and I'm still not over it. Even though we were never ever close due to me being still in that angsty teenager phase, her absense has created a void. Every day I think about what we could have been. She died of COVID, a lot of my family blamed me for her death as I was the first to contract it. I took up a lot of responsibilities after her death like emotional support of the family, grocery, household tasks etc. but as I didn't show a lot of emotions people said that I have none and that my own mother died and i didnt care. Around the same time I lost my grandparents also. 1 year later I lost a close relative who was basically the last person who used to be a mentor. I'm a high functioning person so while I kept the responsibilities and managed to perform well academically, I have no emotional support. While my relations with my father have improved a lot as he also recovered, he still sometimes unknowingly says things that sent me spiralling. Don't get me wrong ik he loves me a lot and he also contributed to the family significantly after he got better but he's also an alcohol problem. I don't have close friends, no female mentorship( I'm a female) and honestly am extremely stressed, tired due to my academics and the one therapy I had was sports. However I have had 3 major injuries in the past 2 years...
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