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ehidkanymore
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Depression Support / by ehidkanymore
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January 5th, 2024
...See more hello again i want to keep this short, so it'll be a very brief explanation but basically i have romantic feelings about my friend and they have them back. they know about my severe depression and selfharm but they still acted on these feelings. i'm just so scared, i made a promise to myself years ago that i won't be getting into relationships unless i better myself but i care about them so much and i want to give them all my support, but i just don't know how to live with a person without being an awful burden to them. i've been so overwhelmed by everything, i just don't know what to do anymore. there's nothing i fear more than hurting those i love. my therapist told be there might not be a definite moment when i feel like i've bettered myself enough and that if i'll feel ready for commitment i should just go for it but i feel like it's just not that simple, i don't know im sorry for wasting your time, i hope you're all doing well
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Depression Support / by ehidkanymore
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December 28th, 2023
...See more i honestly don't know how this works, if this is not how i'm supposed to do this then please let me know, i just needed this out of my system but if it's wrong then i'm really really sorry i really wish this could all be over, i know i'm being petty but i'm just overwhelmed by having to stay alive. i don't know how to talk to people anymore, i constantly feel guilty and try to make myself look like a victim. i'm exhausted, I wish i could just stop pretending that everything is okay and just let go for once
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