hi
i honestly don't know how this works, if this is not how i'm supposed to do this then please let me know, i just needed this out of my system but if it's wrong then i'm really really sorry
i really wish this could all be over, i know i'm being petty but i'm just overwhelmed by having to stay alive. i don't know how to talk to people anymore, i constantly feel guilty and try to make myself look like a victim. i'm exhausted, I wish i could just stop pretending that everything is okay and just let go for once
@ehidkanymore
I know people will say 'I understand where you're coming from' but truly I do. Life feels like its hanging on by nothing but a thread. Like nothing will ever get better unless I release it through just letting go. But i know that taking myself will never solve the things I'm going through and i just have to push through life even when it sucks because I will never get where I want to be if my life is let go before it gets good.
@Kaeli2649 i'm so sorry you are going through this. i know this sounds shallow, but i truly hope it gets better very soon for you. thank you so much for your support
@ehidkanymore
when I could not find the strength to carry on for myself, I found dedicating myself to something bigger than me to be a life line I could cling to. Even if I don’t feel valuable to myself, but I can improve the life or lives of a worthy community, then that was enough value to justify going on. Not for me, but for the greater good that I chose to support. The are lots of causes worth supporting, just pick one and be a part of something greater than yourself.
@pluckySummer2923 thank you! that makes a lot of sense. i will try to look for something that feels right, i used to do charity so that might be nice again. thank you for your support, i hope you're doing well!
