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Relationship Stress / by eireannlassie18
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 December 12th, 2014
...See more I'm a 17 year old female called Erin. I'm pretty sociable and I find it while easy to make friends and interact with people. I had a boyfriend for 9 months when I was like 13, I know so young like, but here in Ireland, we go out and party and all and get a wee curt (kiss) on a night out. To be honest I've had loads. But I wana get a boyfriend now who really appreciates me. I still talk away with my ex, he's actually one of my good friends. However, there's many people who have lead me on, started talking to me first, and I'm the kind of person who texts back straight when I see I have a text from a crush, I don't take ages just so it looks like I'm not desperate, like what's the point? Well there's this one guy, Gavin, like I actually really like him. He started writing to me before summer (I knew him before this, never properly chatted to him tho) and he played football with my older brother in school. He's 18 and my brothers 19, so now my brother isn't at the same school as him. Anyways, when Gavin first starting writing to me, he was soo nice, and really chatty and he'd ask me so many questions, but one day my brother told me to stop writing to him, that he heard we were chatting. Of course, me being me, I told him I'd chat to anyone I want to chat to. The next day, Gavin stopped writing to me. I confronted my brother about it, asking him had he told him to stop writing to me, but he denied it. It was so random and it just annoys me that I got no explanation from it. Since he stopped writing to me, I've popped up to him trying to start a conversation, but he replies so dryly and then reads and stops writing back after a few texts. Again, me being me, I got drunk at halloween (dressed as a carrot lmao) and Gavin was there, drunk aswell. I seen him and started chatting to him, but either he was too drunk to talk or he was being while distant. Anywho, we kissed. It just happened like and I mean it was amazing. We still didn't start chatting again. Then I was asked to his school formal (his own formal by a boy in his year), and me being me again, I got drunk. I don't remember much of it but I was with him. I didn't realize I had kissed him again at it, but my friend told me I had. But we still haven't talked since, and it's just so frustrating, because why would he start chatting to me and kissed me if he wasn't interested? Am I being to desperate or what? lol 
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