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eleanorchaos
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Im exhausted about being judged by everyone
Relationship Stress / by eleanorchaos
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 November 8th, 2025
...See more In new here , but , I cannot vent out without anybody , I get nervous cause , i feel like everybody is judging . Well , i broke up with my ex like 2 months ago , but , we’re yet in love ( the relation ship get a bit toxic , cause , both we were not in a good point of each one lives ) I feel at first freedom , I talked w boys , but everyone it’s not enough to me . My ex and I talked like 3 days ago , about missing so much each other , and , we’re trying to get another opportunity, but my family discover that and they didn’t like the notice , telling that to everyone of my family , feeling embarrassed and upset, cause , it’s my life , and , if I make a mistake , at least , I take the mistake with courage cause , I’m feeling like home again . I think he’s my soulmate , we both know since too much years ( 1 year and 5 months of relationship ) but , he’s like my best friend but with the sexual attraction . Both do bad things ( no cheating ) but , some insults … or bad words . I just want to stay in a good relation ship with him , as he too , both feeling calm and happy. But , my family didn’t help , I feel exhausted , like , everyone judge without knowing how I feel first .
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