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ell423
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[TW] demons.
Poetry / by ell423
Last post
 March 17th, 2023
...See more got tears in my eyes i look to the sky to ask god why? why did you leave me broken got no dreams no motive i just feeling so damn hopeless i’m stuck in my head all these demons haunting me screaming and shouting pain through out me it’s a maze inside my head i can’t find my way back i think i’m going deeper there’s no longer any track monster caving in hurting me drowning in my thoughts please help me breathe why did you leave me broken got no dreams no motive i just feeling so damn hopeless i put a smile on my face im an awful disgrace it’s just a disguise for the person inside i find it hard during the day but it’s even harder at night soaking up my pillow with these tears falling from my eyes i’m just struggling to cope with these thoughts on my mind why did you leave me broken got no dreams no motive i just feeling so damn hopeless i can hear somebody speaking could be paranoia could be voices could be demons and you know i’ve been batteling demons stress in my head that i’ll take to my death how could you leave me when i hit so deep nightmares so i get no sleep im not okay but it’s hard to say i’m gonna try make it through this day swear it’s kind of mad i’m running out of luck got an angel on my shoulder telling me to trust a devil on the other side saying what the *** i’m running out of options i need something to believe in i need somebody to speak with i was looking for a friend but all i found was *** demons i’m tryna fight a battle almost every day tryna fight a battle hurts my *** brain tryna get rid of all this pain i’m not good with my feelings so i’m writing down the pain emotions in my veins running through my blood i can’t cope another day like im running out of luck why did you leave me broken got no dreams no motive i just feeling so damn hopeless -ell423 (never shown anyone this, sorry if it’s bad xx)
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