[TW] demons.

got tears in my eyes

i look to the sky

to ask god why?

why did you leave me broken

got no dreams no motive

i just feeling so damn hopeless

i’m stuck in my head

all these demons haunting me

screaming and shouting

pain through out me

it’s a maze inside my head

i can’t find my way back

i think i’m going deeper

there’s no longer any track

monster caving in

hurting me

drowning in my thoughts

please help me breathe

why did you leave me broken

got no dreams no motive

i just feeling so damn hopeless

i put a smile on my face

im an awful disgrace

it’s just a disguise

for the person inside

i find it hard during the day

but it’s even harder at night

soaking up my pillow with these tears falling from my eyes

i’m just struggling to cope with these thoughts on my mind

why did you leave me broken

got no dreams no motive

i just feeling so damn hopeless

i can hear somebody speaking

could be paranoia

could be voices

could be demons

and you know i’ve been batteling demons

stress in my head that i’ll take to my death

how could you leave me when i hit so deep

nightmares so i get no sleep

im not okay but it’s hard to say

i’m gonna try make it through this day

swear it’s kind of mad i’m running out of luck

got an angel on my shoulder telling me to trust

a devil on the other side saying what the ***

i’m running out of options

i need something to believe in

i need somebody to speak with

i was looking for a friend

but all i found was *** demons

i’m tryna fight a battle almost every day

tryna fight a battle hurts my *** brain

tryna get rid of all this pain

i’m not good with my feelings so i’m writing down the pain

emotions in my veins

running through my blood

i can’t cope another day

like im running out of luck

why did you leave me broken

got no dreams no motive

i just feeling so damn hopeless

-ell423

(never shown anyone this, sorry if it’s bad xx)