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energeticTiger9388
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constant embarrassment??
Anxiety Support / by energeticTiger9388
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 December 1st, 2022
...See more i guess this is the place to put this. i take wellbutrin and have for about a year and it’s worked very well, but something i’ve noticed since i’ve started college is that EVERYTHING embarrasses me. i think it always has. for instance, it’s halloween. i had to dress as a character for class yesterday for whatever reason, and i could’ve crawled into a hole and died. but i KNOW that i would’ve been just as embarrassed had i NOT dressed up. i know that everyone talks about how they rethink every conversation they have in their head, but it consumes me. every word is the wrong one. every thing i say is a fast track to my friends changing their mind about me. it’s ALL embarrassing and almost shameful? i guess?. ALL THE TIME. we had a big/little gift swap in my sorority and having to receive an anonymous basket that i knew i was going to love made me want to vomit and drop out. it is all consuming. what am i supposed to do?? i can’t live in such a way that i feel like everything is wrong all of the time, if any of this makes sense at all. i know it kind of seems incoherent. thanks for reading if you’ve made it this far.
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LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by energeticTiger9388
Last post
 November 1st, 2022
...See more for context, i always had an inkling that i was bi, but i dated someone very hateful and cruel and i think he ruined my perception of love and sex because of this treatment. now the idea of sex just seems so foreign and i just have such an aversion to it. i kind of (for the first time since the breakup 2 years ago) have found myself in a position where i’m having a crush on a woman. i don’t understand if my aversion to the idea as a whole is coming from the trauma i endured (and how to fix it if so) or if i’m just asexual or actually straight or something. i guess i’m just asking, how do i KNOW? i can’t picture myself in any scenario with ANYONE, but i was able to before.
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