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enthusiasticComputer4097
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Relationship Stress / by enthusiasticComputer4097
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 June 2nd, 2021
...See more I've been with my boyfriend for 7 years and I'm at a point now where I feel constantly agitated and annoyed by things he does and says. And then I feel guilty that I feel so annoyed like I'm just a mean person. Sometimes it feels like he does things to mess with me and annoy me as a "joke" but it's not funny and it messes with my head. I guess this just bothers me so much because it seems like he's aware that certain behaviors get to me and then does them anyway. I love him a lot but find myself unhappy everyday and feeling like I'm not being true to myself. But I have dedicated 7 years to this relationship and it's not fair to him to end it after leading him on for so long. But it feels so awful to be constantly annoyed and lately I've been snapping and having anger attacks. I broke a window and am feeling awful about it but it just feels like I am backed up in a corner and I can't communicate properly. I'm so depressed. And I just want to be in a relationship that feels good for me. I don't feel smothered and anxious and annoyed all the time.
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