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eselly8
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Feeling Lost
Depression Support / by eselly8
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 January 30th, 2020
...See more I don't really know if anyone is ginna see or read this but I've learned through experience that writing down all my pent up emotions and thoughts helps me relax and release them a bit so here we go... Recently I've just felt genuinely alone and I've been going through a downward spiral and it's really just building pressure and I know that soon I'm going to explode. I already know that its because I feel like I'm losing my friends but I feel like there's nothing I can do about it. All I ever see is them hanging out without me and over 2 months ago they asked me to spend $30 to buy a game cuz they said they wanted to play it with me and I have yet to play it with them yet they play it together all the time. And I can't talk to them about it because every other time I've tried to talk to them they've lied to my face saying that theyre sorry and they don't mean to exclude me and that they'll invite to do something with them next time. I cant talk to my other friends because they either have their own personal problems and I shouldnt bug them with mine or they arent one of the people I feel close enough to to confide in. So yeah.... thats my life right now.
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