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faithfulTurtle253
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Relationship Stress / by faithfulTurtle253
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 April 3rd, 2020
...See more As the title says, there is a specifical event of my life that I've always ignored but sooner or later I find myself thinking about it, questioning why and how it happened. It makes me feel awkward. It was from when I was like ten or younger. I come from a big family: two siblings, 5 cousins who live at the other side of the street. So I lived my infancy playing with all these children (males), enjoying every moment of it. Growing up I started spending more time with the older one of my cousins, who is 5 years older than me. I remember we used to listen to music, play videogames etc. and we were having fun, actually. Then – I don't how, when, why, as I said – I remember that one day, while we were playing with this Nintendo thing, he layed over me. I was just a young and innocent girl and I thought it would have been more comfortable for him to help me play, if "sat" in that way. But then he started putting his hand on my butt right under my underwear while rubbing his body against mine. He didn't do anything more. But it happened more than once, each time with me feeling worse. It felt good spending time him but I felt like if I wanted to be his friend and keep playing with him, I should have endured those moments. I don't precisely remember how everything ended, but I think I decided not to spend anytime alone with him anymore. I never talked about it with anyone except for a little friend of mine who at that time told me it was weird and nothing more.
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