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falah
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I get multiple times rape when I was 5 years old until I reach 7
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 October 24th, 2022
...See more I get multiple times rape when I was 5 years old until I reach 7 am male 49 years old now when I was 5 years old until I reach 7 I get multi multiple time rape by our neighbor How was around 19 or 20 years old or older at age of 5 I didn’t know how to act or what to do to stop this person form doing this to me every time he rapes, me I get scarier and panic and don’t know what to do I don’t don’t how many times he raped me Maybe 30 or 40 or more in two yards when I was around 6 years old this person and his brother put a dirty wooden stick form near construction place in my ass and kept moving it in very panful way that I was admitted in the hospital the next day when I was in the hospital, I was too much afraid and didn’t know what to do because I was only 6 years old who get raped by his neighbor for almost 2 years my family felt somethings and try to talk to me but I at 6 years old I was too much afraid and couldn’t talk or explain to them what happened because I don’t know words like rape or sexual abuse at age 5-6 and don’t know why this person doing this to me after I was admitted in the hospital my family decide to shift to new area when I reach around 43 years old all of this pain suffering and sadness came back for the past seven years of my life the when I wake up or I try to sleep these things coming back to my mind of which bring all the pain and sadness I suffer in my childhood in the middle of the day or when am sitting with friends also these bad memories come back to me this person destroyed my childhood and killed all the happiness in my life
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