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fatlosertmistake
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Tired and exhausted
Eating Disorder Support / by fatlosertmistake
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 September 11th, 2021
...See more I’ve been overweight for most of my life, I’m 42 years old and I have 3 children. I focus all my time trying to be a good dad. I make sure that I don’t give my kids the impression that I’m depressed and stressed out about my weight and eating habits. Ive worn big clothes to hide my fat body all most my life because I’m so ashamed of how I look. I know people are judging me and I’m just so tired and broken inside. It’s so exhausting to hide my depression and always act like things don’t bother me. I put on a fake smile and just get thru my day as best as I can. I’ve never been one to feel self pity, I don’t have that luxury because I have a lot of responsibilities and obligations, nor have I ever spoken about my weight, but to be Honest I broke down crying today for the first time because I’m just defeated and tired. I just needed to get that out into the world, even if it’s just for a moment to let me release 42 years of stress and hurt.
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