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fearlessPeach788
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Kinda lost. Is it just me? Or do you battle this too?
Depression Support / by fearlessPeach788
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 March 19th, 2020
...See more I was in love with my boyfriend for 5 years before we got together. I literally waited 5 years for him to realize we both felt the same way & to give us a shot. Now that we're in a relationship, we're coming up on our 5 year anniversary. All the time I 2nd guess myself & always wonder if he really loves me, because when we get into an argument or really anything, he's one of those men that doesn't talk about problems & he will not talk about his feelings. So I don't know what he's thinking or feeling in any manner & half the time he doesn't show emotion. I was good with it first 3 years we were together, but now that I had my son & got diagnosed with PPD & it feels like everything has intensified by 1000. I hate my body, I do not think I'm pretty anymore, of course both of those things occurred before pregnancy but it's literally so much worse now. When he even looks at another woman it hurts me so deep inside because I feel like I'm so unattractive that he is looking at other females for some type of satisfaction. I hate when I use his Facebook to look up something & he's looking up other females that affects me the worst. With that being said I know 100% without a doubt he is not one to cheat... I just wanna know what to do to help this. How do I become more confidence in myself & in our relationship? I know it's going to be annoying to him & it's got to be affecting our relationship in a negative manner. anyone else have this issue?
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