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fisharefriends1
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It does cross my mind
Self-Harm Recovery / by fisharefriends1
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 February 21st, 2023
...See more It has been so long I don’t even remember the last time. But I won’t lie, sometimes it does cross my mind. Especially nowadays because I feel like I have no one to talk to about things that bother me: I can’t talk to him because he doesn’t care. I have been writing in a journal but sometimes that feels like just screaming into the wind. Nothing is ever resolved from it, just a temporary release until the next time I’m feeling down. it just sucks because I feel so stuck and unhappy and I don’t feel like im allowed to feel that way.
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Just want someone to listen
Relationship Stress / by fisharefriends1
Last post
 February 13th, 2023
...See more i just feel so alone. Even though I’m with him all the time, I don’t feel like I’m married. I feel like he’s just my roommate, my friend. We have no intimacy. On my end I am so attracted to him and I want him all the time. I rarely act on it because I feel absolutely no attraction or sexual energy from him towards me at all. ive made a fool of myself so many times doing stupid things he doesn’t really engage in so I am scared to/don’t want to be the only one initiating things. He rarely, if ever initiates anything sexual anymore. Not even like pats on the butt or random things during the day. it bothers me so much to the point where I’ve accused him of having a porn addiction which has led to many fights. im not sure what is so wrong with me. I’ve been working out, I’ve been dieting, I’ve tried hard to not have an attitude, being more loving and cuddly because his main love language is touch. but nothing. I just want to feel wanted again. I don’t know if he has lost his sex drive or just lost it for me. i can’t talk to him about it because last time I did he called me insecure and told me to go to therapy. That hurt so deeply. Grant it it was during a fight where I questioned his phone habits. i don’t feel comfortable opening up to him anymore after that and because so many times he’s brushed how I feel under the rug. I guess that is why I am writing on here. It is eating me up inside and I feel like I don’t have anyone I can talk to. Especially not him. he knows how I feel about our lack of intimacy and I think he’s made it pretty clear he doesn’t care how I feel. I don’t know, I just wanted to get it off my chest a little.
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