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...See more I was so scared when I got pregnant. I wasn't ready for another. But then I fell in love with my baby I was happy. That was when I miscarried. Two months of painful medical treatment later, I am finally physically not in turmoil. Over those two months, I found out that literally four of my friends are expecting a child on my. Exact. Due. Date. To the day. No one wants to listen to my miscarriage story because it's scary when you're pregnant. I've been left behind. My husband is trying to get out of a dead end job and I'm trying to be supportive but his stress and my stress of not knowing what our situation will be in the near future just feed each other. He's trying to help me with my grief but he's overwhelmed. My dad is cheating on my stepmom with the same woman that he cheated on my mom with. I'm the only one who knows, and I can't tell anyone because that will tear my family apart. Again. Today I had such sharp, shooting pain in my back that I couldn't move. Wanted to go to the ER but I'm in Japan and I need my husband to translate, and he said to stop being such a bother. He hates doctors. But I cant get care in English after hours. I couldn't even breathe. I did online search of symptoms and I'm really, really scared about what I've found. So now I'm laying in the dark, in crippling physical and emotional pain, and it's all crashing down on me. I'm scared and alone.

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