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Porn addiction
Addiction Support / by generousCircle6533
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 June 19th
...See more Ever since I can remember, Im 66 now, I've been addicted to porn. It started with magazines for about 10 years. I was a Virginia till I was 20 or 21. I didn't have my driver's license until I was 22. When I lost my virginity I was like a rabbit everyday sometimes twice a day porn wasn't around at those moments. I didn't use it then. I didn't need to? It really got bad when I got married. After our first child, my wife wasn't interested in sex at all. It was a daily habit. Early morning to start my day, then I would wait 3 days cause that's when I would build it back up. I never thought that there was any problem with this. Except to say that I wouldn't jo cause I wanted to save it for my wife. Felt I was cheating on her. I was "caught" by my first wife and I got no reaction or ramifications from her. I was doing it cause she wouldn't give it to me, I would say to myself. My habit got so bad, to me, that is, that I would get sore and almost skin burns from it. Still I didn't realize it was a problem, or addiction. I figured that if I had someone in my life that it would stop. It didn't. My third wife, caught me on several occasions. Threatening to leave me. She came really close twice, maybe even 3. The last time I got caught was about 8 days ago. I told her that my games didn't have anything to do with my feelings for her. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. Needless to say, ive been obstinate for 5 days. I came across this site and decided to let it out. It's been on my mind how hurt and and angry my wife is at me. Help Help!
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