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gentleBlueberry6881
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You're always there for people when they need help but no one's there when you need...
General Support / by gentleBlueberry6881
Last post
 October 11th
...See more I read this and I was so relatable that I couldn't stop myself from sharing it. Because I always try to be available for people when they need support or help. But when it comes to me no one even asks me if I need any help or Am I ok to manage things all alone. I just hate that how can people be like that. I'm not expecting returns but I also want someone to support me like I do to others. Let me know if anyone can relate too..
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I feel I'm just a burden
Depression Support / by gentleBlueberry6881
Last post
 June 24th
...See more I feel like I'm nothing but just a burden on my parents. I'm just a disappointment for them. They never said that but I feel it. I'm so angry on myself for being like this. But I can't tell them what I'm going through right now I'm so exhausted both mentally and physically. Feeling so much depressed, exhausted that I dont feel like living anymore. I want to achieve so many things in this life but dont know how I'm going to do that. At this point I dont have any path, guide, or anyone to guide me, tell me what should I do to feel better and find the purpose of my living. I talked to my mom that I want to take counseling sessions from therapist but she thinks only those people take therapy who are mentally ill. And that's why I stopped telling them that how low and depressed I feel even if I smile, laugh or talk normally everyday. Also I don't have single friend to whom I can share want I feel. As I have no one to tell what I want to say I'm writing here. Also I would like to talk with kind people here.
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Feeling low every year on a specific period
Depression Support / by gentleBlueberry6881
Last post
 June 4th
...See more Does anyone else also feel the same thing that every year there's a specific period where you feel so depressed, irritating or suffocating? Feel like running away or just skip back to the normal days? Because I do feel like that every year in monsoon season. I mean many of you think that rainy days are calm and soothing but I don't on every monsoon season I got some bad experiences. I'm not blaming the season for it but the weather makes me feel so low and suffocating. I randomly start feeling anxious for nothing. Feel like running away from everything. Feel very lonely even when people are around me. Feeling like I'm stuck in somewhere i can't get out. But this is not how I suppose to feel when I was a kid I used to love rainy days. The breeze, the smell of mud after the first rain and enjoying rain with homemade snacks. But don't know what happened, now I can't enjoy it anymore even though I want to. The feeling of being depressed or feelings drained won't let me enjoy the weather.  Do you also experience something like this, that you feel low every year on specific period that you want it to be skipped?? Let me know in the comments. Thank you ☺️☺️
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