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gentleJackfruit5106
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts31 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2025 Member sinceJuly 18, 2021
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I didn’t think I’d make it this long


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I just wanna feel loved:(
General Support / by gentleJackfruit5106
Last post
 August 25th, 2025
...See more I’m not even sure what to say here, I just feel so unlovable and annoying, which is so hard because I love everyone and I can’t understand why no one loves me? I have a partner, a long term partner at that, one of almost 10 years. But honestly even with him most of the time I feel like such a burden. My whole life I’ve been nothing but annoying to everyone in my life, even my parents have never been the biggest fan of me and kicked me out when I turned 18. I’m drowning financially, emotionally and probably physically tbh. This is probably just a shout to the void but it’s how I’m feeling and I can’t tell anyone else because they wouldn’t care. That’s something I learned early in life. No. One. Cares. But then why do I care so so much… luv y’all…
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Bad birthday vibes
Depression Support / by gentleJackfruit5106
Last post
 November 12th, 2024
...See more My birthday is coming up and I bought two tickets to a show I’ve been wanting to see, one for me and one for my boyfriend of many years. I was hoping to spend some time with him for my birthday, or just someone really, because I don’t feel like I have anyone a lot of the time. He said he didn’t want to go, “wasn’t sure if he’d like it”. This is all I asked for, I spent 350+ dollars for his birthday, and I can’t even get him to join me on mine. I’m spiraling so bad right now.
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