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goldenBeach414
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Dealing with suicidal thoughts
Depression Support / by goldenBeach414
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 February 19th, 2019
...See more I have thoughts of hurting myself or killing myself every single day. Sometimes I will picture myself carying the act out, or I will have thoughts that are simiilar to, "I should be dead right now", or "why am I alive?". It gets tiring after awhile. I am not sure what else to do, as I feel it is only so long I can put up with this. I have a history of trauma, so I think that may have something to do with it. I have not seen a psychiatrist, but I went to thereapy a few years ago for famiy issues. I feel very guilty about these thoughts/feelings as I am a mother and wife. Additionally, I work in healthcare and I feel I should be stronger than this. Any input is appreciated!
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