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goldenduckling
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts442 Forum posts151 Forum upvotes288 Current upvotes288 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2025 Member sinceMay 3, 2025
Bio

Hi! You can call me Goldie 🤙

I'm no longer 17 years young, now 18 years old and I still don't know what I'm doing 🥲 totally not ready to be an adult and I have no clue what the future holds for me

I'm also a Christian, looking for a way to completely put my faith in Christ. Here I am, trying to figure it all out 🖤

I like:

Classical music, Korean music, Japanese music and rock 🪨 🎸

Rice, chocolate and ice cream 🍦

Nature, anime and supernatural tv series 👽

Drawing, singing and dancing 💃

Sleeping, cooking and baking 😋

I don't like:

Rude people, bullies and school

Fish, eggs and cheese 🧀

Summer, winter and bugs 🤢

Eyes on me, spinning and loud noises 👾

Dogs, snakes and rats 🐀

🫠

Mental issues:

Dissociation

Derealisation

ADHD

Depression

Anxiety disorder

CPTSD

BPD

SH

And panic disorder

Health issues:

Bulimia nervosa and chronic pain

Overall happy to have found this place and looking forward to meeting new people 😊



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exam stress
Student Support / by goldenduckling
Last post
 August 6th, 2025
...See more (first time writing about it😅) so here's the thing, my heart feels so heavy and uneasy, I've relapsed in a lot of issues and my family is in shambles right now, all that in the middle of exam weeks! i can't focus and i need to, these exams will be the point to determine if I'll get my diploma or not. and i really need that diploma. i just cant bring myself to focus, i get panic attacks and derealisation episodes while studying. and its just so much, I'm stressing myself out!😭 (internally screaming)
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Seng hugs and love to @jesusredeemedme2425
Pen Pals / by goldenduckling
Last post
 June 17th, 2025
...See more @jesusredeemedme2425 I've seen you do it for others but i haven't seen one dedicated for you. just wanted to show you how much people appreciate you i hope this helps you through these hard times<3  tags: @ShadowFaerie @unassumingEyes @Sunisshiningandsoareyou @sadcat13 @Amanda84  @mytwistedsoul @Tinywhisper11 @LovemyMoonflowers @GreenLime3141 @7Bear7 @Phoenixthepoised @Torean @GentleHealingInitiative @Wazowski91 @cyanessence @NobleSeeker @YourCaringConfidant @Freefly25 @annie1710 @CaringEzra @MarshmallowCamp939 @jonesj22 @NobleSeeker
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Take two(or one, depends)
Pen Pals / by goldenduckling
Last post
 May 6th, 2025
...See more I'm not sure if I did the thread right cause it didn't show the "your thread has been posted" thingy 😭 maybe I'm just paranoid but here's another pen pal if the other worked then you can ignore this one 🤣 @jesusredeemedme2425
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Here's to future conversations 🤗
Pen Pals / by goldenduckling
Last post
 January 31st
...See more Helloo here's the pen pal in question, looking forward to getting to know you🧡 @jesusredeemedme2425
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Lounge de tout!
Pen Pals / by goldenduckling
Last post
 May 7th, 2025
...See more voici le pen pal! euhh jsp trop quoi ecrire XD mon cerveau est en off mtn lol mais voila :)) ma premiere connaisance iciii ouaiss🥳 ravi de te rencontrer @Gloria004 Google translate: Here's the pen pal! Uhh, I don't know what to write XD My brain is off right now lol But there you go :)) My first acquaintance here yeah Nice to meet you
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Me!
Newbie Hub / by goldenduckling
Last post
 May 5th, 2025
...See more Hello everyone! You can call me Goldie or Ninnie I'm 17 and will turn 18 in a week or so. I'm definitely not ready for adult world! I got recommended to this app by a friend and decided to try it out. I'm looking forward to getting to meet new people(basically repeating what i said in my bio😭) So if anyone wants to be buddies, I'm all open! I may be a bit chaotic though😅 Also, exams sessions are creeping up on me and I still don't know a thing about how I'm going to survive it, my head is in "let's wing it " mode, which isn't good. at. all!  But anyways, I think that's all from me! Other things are written in my bio!🥰 I'd like to get to know more people here so if you'd like, you can make a small(or big) intro of yourself too! 🤗
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