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09/24/2020 Check In
Self-Harm Recovery / by gothf
Last post
 September 25th, 2020
...See more July 1st was my first relapse after being clean for a year and 1/2... I literally can never make it to 2 years and its frustrating :/ Im going through a living hell right now so my urges have been so horrible lately. But I've remained clean since then so far. The other day i ended up finding an old razor from high school and i freaked the fuhk out. I gave it to my mother right away which is a huge step for me. I just wish these thoughts and urges would go away. I wish this nightmare of a situation im going through would just end... Ive been in the psych hospital for the past 2 months but i feel significantly worse now than before I first went into intake June 1st... After all these years of psychiatric treatment, i feel fuxking untreatable... I'm so exhausted and tired of being treated like nothing but a patient... Im so tired....
09/24/2020
Personality Disorders Support / by gothf
Last post
 July 13th, 2021
...See more Lost a relationship recently due to my illness... Of course the stigma of being abusive was used against me... i am absolutely crushed and beyond heartbroken... it hurts so fuking much... I hate that i push everyone away... I just want to feel loved in a genuine way... sigh....
09/24/2020 Health Update
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by gothf
Last post
 September 27th, 2020
...See more I've been struggling with my ups and downs lately. I have been having some horrible manic episodes and i feel psychotic. I am so embarrassed of being physically symtomatic and I show physical signs of being manic really really badly. I look like a complete tweaker. Along side the mania, i am currently going through benzo withdrawal after stopping my klonopin. So i am no longer on an anxiety met which is a really big factor in making me tweak. Any suggestions on how to manage mania without medication? Im already prescribed 300 mg of Lamictal so i'm medicated for my bipolar. I'm just going through horrid episodes. Any help would be much appreciated im just sick of feeling like im on cr*ck omg
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